The only successful thing I have completed is watching my korean vcds. 64 disk... 64 hours.... Finally!! Over!!
Other than that; everything else seems depressing this holiday. Just had the feeling that results is out and I went to check it and it appears different from what I had expected. I guess I am about to have another sleepless night; probably thinking what could have gone wrong. I am practically having sleepless nights ever since holidays started and I have yet found the cause of it.
What could be the cause of my sleepless nights?
1. Thinking about the cause of my sleepless nights?
2. Thinking about the KL trip ???? (possible! due to my unwillingness to be stuck there with no return ticket)
3. Having too much energy left.... (maybe suddenly not having much to do as compared to having to go to school)
4. Thinking what I should do during my holidays to be more productive?
I realized that whenever I am packing my room, the time I take just gets longer and longer each time even though there are lesser things. So strange. Could there be the possibility that I am trying to make my room so empty and that I am looking at stuff that I should not be throwing; but still want to throw?
The first words that always appears in my mind is always 'i'm bored'. I guess this is a very strange holiday; haven't been able to fall asleep anytime before 2am and when i start to do something alittle productive I get so sleepy. This annoying feeling is so annoying me. Tried to make sushi and other stuff today but it did not turn out that well and I am feeling extremely pissed about it.
I seriously need to abandon myself in some other part of the world. Had been watching korean drama ( a pretty old one) about a half vietnamese half korean lady and her korean husband and family, and in two days, I watched like 21 hours of it ( all thanks to my normal television routine which has been cut off). Recall watching some parts of it on television some time back, but watching the show in full now, makes me really enjoy the show although the people in the show is always crying.... such a sad show...
Sigh sigh sigh.... went for one and a half hours of badminton on sunday and my body is completely screwed. I am like so freaking unhealthy ever since the start of the second semester in foundation year that my whole body felt like it was joined with some lousy scotch tape. But it was SO SO SO enjoyable.. hehe...
