Well, it has been quite some time since i stopped blogging. I have actually been clicking on my blog and just looking at it and asking myself when would the day come when I will start to type again. I guess today is that day. I happened to be online and saw something that had pulled the trigger; which has caused me to wonder if it is time i started blogging for the uncountable number of time. Yes,it one of those sad moments that I never liked.
I have to admit to myself that I do dislike changes. I liked friends to remain totally insane like when I first met them; I liked my things to remain as it is, untouched and new; I liked my surroundings to maintain like what I have always recalled. Then again, who can stand still and allow every other thing to progress and move on; standing rooted at the spot where perhaps I was years back. Maybe, this is a signal for me to follow others and move on; letting go of the memories that I wished would remain forever.
It is not as though I have not changed a single tiny little bit. I broke my curse, one of my greatest fear when I passed my driving just a week ago. Till today, I never quite understood how that was possible. It might had been due to the trip to the temple where both my friend and one of my driving instructor's advised, or it might had been the rain that brought me luck. Who knows?
On the other hand, some strange characteristics of mine never seem to change. I just have no idea that I treat people differently. I had no idea that people were afraid of me. But I still do not think that I am to be blamed because these are the people who are cunning and have evil intentions. I have seen a handful of them; I have been made used of, been fooled and deceived to the extend that I would never label such people as friends.
Someday, I will be able to catch up with changes; just wait and see.
